Elixir of life.
Hello Tumblr, I would like to update you on my life.
This boy, Zach Lilly, well he makes me incredibly happy. But those words “incredibly happy” don’t even begin to describe the emotions that I experience because of him. It is just craziness to think of how we met, if that register in BestBuy hadn’t messed up, if I wouldn’t have gone over there, and if he would have gave up on me, I wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. There are just so many small moments that have led to where I am today with him. Everything starts as a small seed, you can either nurture it or leave it to die. In life there are many opportunities and he is most definitely an opportunity that I want to nurture.
Everyone has their share of mistakes, we wouldn’t be human if we were perfect. My three and a half year relationship with Ryon taught me a great deal about life, if it wasn’t for those years with him I wouldn’t be as strong as I am today. I am thankful for him and always will be.
People will choose to walk in and out of your life, it is the ones who stay that are worth fighting for. It is incredible how you think you know someone and in an instant, a split second, everything flips upside down. (Reminds me of “Upside down” by Jack Johnson) but hey, everyone has a right to their own decisions, so let them be. If someone has their heart set on a choice, you can almost never change it.
But there comes a point in your life when you really have to start living for yourself, your life is yours and if you don’t take advantage of it, sweetie it is going to pass you by. Tomorrow is guaranteed to no one in this universe. Death has been no stranger in my life.
The one thing I want the most, is for there to be a cure for my Mom, if I could have nothing more, I would still be grateful and thrilled with my life.
Well, this is a bunch of thoughts thrown out here.
I will write soon.
Spend time with the ones you love, cherish the old and embrace the new.
Tell people how you feel because you never know when it will be your last chance.
